Sunday, March 1, 2009

why is it i all of a sudden have add?

Lately I can't concentrate. I've tried to do my stats and study for that midterm exam. I have to write a paper. I should really write that paper.
But all i can think about is my consuming unhappiness. My thoughts race back and forth in time.
Uneasy thoughts that lead to uneasy feelings. Uneasy memories and moments. I often feel haunted. It's like I'm haunted by these moments in time that should really have no effect on me anymore. Sometimes I wish memory erasing (like they do in Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind), was possible and prevalent today. A spotless mind would be nice to have. But, if i did that, i wouldn't know what i know now. so, maybe i should be grateful?

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